As mentioned, I am seeking God right now for vision for 08. Here are some things that are beginning to crystallize;
1. To cause our newest sites (Red Lion and Hanover) to grow to at least 120 average weekly attendance)
2. To open at least 2 new sites, or plants
3. To create a plan for 3 new sites to open in 09
4. To grow Freedom Valley York Road to 1800 weekly attendance through salvations, discipled believers, and intentional ministries
5. To develop a Saturday prayer strategy for the weekend
I would love to hear your thoughts about anything else you
can think of that I should pray about as far as my role in vision building at FV!
For a point of reference, here is last year's goals:
2007 Freedom Valley Vision
Get at least 1 more site running
Grow to an average attendance of more than 1500 in all sites
Baptize at least 100 new believers
Graduate at least 100 from SW
Develop a house church strategy
Friday, December 28, 2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
larger thinking
I completely enjoyed Christmas this year. My kids are at such a wonderful, fun age, and we had such a nice time together. Aaron and Jake are such great additions to our family, and we have a lot of fun together. God has been amazingly good to us.
Now I turn my attention to hearing the voice of God for 08, and trying to understand what a man of faith would set himself to do. Many of the things I have been called to are very well set, and not up to reconsideration unless the Holy Spirit makes it clear that it is time to do so.
But I desperately need to grow. If I can wrap my brain around it, so much more is possible. For some reason, I am getting such an inordinant number of missions requests, and they tug at my heart strings morning noon and night. Every one of them have the possibility of being world changing, and eternally relevant, but I am so small and unable to firgure out even why God sends them to a mental midget like me. They simply come in waves.
My only plans are to grow a church, teach people the joy of giving to missions, and pray that I can say yes to more of them. In the meantime, I am asking God to make us careful choosers of the places where He instructs us to go, and where we can make huge, world changing difference for Him.
What a cool job I have. I love it.
Now I turn my attention to hearing the voice of God for 08, and trying to understand what a man of faith would set himself to do. Many of the things I have been called to are very well set, and not up to reconsideration unless the Holy Spirit makes it clear that it is time to do so.
But I desperately need to grow. If I can wrap my brain around it, so much more is possible. For some reason, I am getting such an inordinant number of missions requests, and they tug at my heart strings morning noon and night. Every one of them have the possibility of being world changing, and eternally relevant, but I am so small and unable to firgure out even why God sends them to a mental midget like me. They simply come in waves.
My only plans are to grow a church, teach people the joy of giving to missions, and pray that I can say yes to more of them. In the meantime, I am asking God to make us careful choosers of the places where He instructs us to go, and where we can make huge, world changing difference for Him.
What a cool job I have. I love it.
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Dominican Republic Missions
Frank Thomas and I are currently in the Dominican Republic preparing ourselves for a missions trip here March 1-9. The weather is warm and beautiful, about 85 daytime, 70 at night. Nice.
The young church that we are working with here averages about 300 people weekly, about 225 of them children. They provide schooling for the kids, light food for many who have almost nothing at home, and no hope of education without this school. The education they are receiving here is their best hope of finding a better life for themselves and lifting their economy and personal hopes for their community.
One disappointing development is that our team may end up smaller than I hoped, because the only decent hotel in town has 10 beds. That's it. I had hoped to bring more people. Please pray with me that we find more and better ways to accommodate a few more who wish to come and could help us raise the funds significantly.
We need about $25,000 dollars. Our part of the project will be to pour a cement floor on the top of the current church building, making way for a second floor. We also hope to bring a small medical team of about 3 medical workers and 2 helpers.
Already a plan is developing to bring a few more team members, but we have to figure it all out, and create the logistics for it.
Please pray with me that God would allow us to find $25,000, the right team to travel, and all the other details for this adventure.
And if you want to go, reserve your seat quickly with a donation toward your $1100 for the trip (food, lodging, airfare all included). We already know of about 10 people who plan to go.
The young church that we are working with here averages about 300 people weekly, about 225 of them children. They provide schooling for the kids, light food for many who have almost nothing at home, and no hope of education without this school. The education they are receiving here is their best hope of finding a better life for themselves and lifting their economy and personal hopes for their community.
One disappointing development is that our team may end up smaller than I hoped, because the only decent hotel in town has 10 beds. That's it. I had hoped to bring more people. Please pray with me that we find more and better ways to accommodate a few more who wish to come and could help us raise the funds significantly.
We need about $25,000 dollars. Our part of the project will be to pour a cement floor on the top of the current church building, making way for a second floor. We also hope to bring a small medical team of about 3 medical workers and 2 helpers.
Already a plan is developing to bring a few more team members, but we have to figure it all out, and create the logistics for it.
Please pray with me that God would allow us to find $25,000, the right team to travel, and all the other details for this adventure.
And if you want to go, reserve your seat quickly with a donation toward your $1100 for the trip (food, lodging, airfare all included). We already know of about 10 people who plan to go.
Friday, December 14, 2007
the weather
I hate it when we don't have church. I am telling the weather to bring us rain, not snow or ice until after Sunday noon at least.
The Monday morning, early, Frank Thomas and I, along with our interpreter Mike Fleming, head to the Dominican for 5 days of planning for our upcoming missions project there. God help us ppan well and prepare well for that trip in March!
The Monday morning, early, Frank Thomas and I, along with our interpreter Mike Fleming, head to the Dominican for 5 days of planning for our upcoming missions project there. God help us ppan well and prepare well for that trip in March!
Monday, December 10, 2007
database blues
I need someone who can help me with MySql database, PHP programming, and building websites. Lord I ask you boldly to send them into Freedom Valley, and help more of us find a way to gain expertise at them.
I also need a missions director, an increase in our finances, and salvations! Lord send us lost and hurting people who we can ehlp, and help us tune in to their hearts and be Jesus to them.
I need time to think to get into the upcoming prayer and vision experiences. And I need the Holy Spirit to speak to me and help me get hie heart for 08. And for the building program. And for new leaders.
I also need a missions director, an increase in our finances, and salvations! Lord send us lost and hurting people who we can ehlp, and help us tune in to their hearts and be Jesus to them.
I need time to think to get into the upcoming prayer and vision experiences. And I need the Holy Spirit to speak to me and help me get hie heart for 08. And for the building program. And for new leaders.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Thank you God for another friend's Day
There were several salvations again this weekend, which I always want to thank God for. The miracle of new life, not unlike the miracle of physical birth. Neither ever gets old, and is always such a moving event.
And we baptized 5 or 6 people today and took in 3 new partners (members). That feels productive.
I'm still praying for a miracle in Christa Hubbell's heart concerning her husband.
And I'm praying that God will bless my daughter and SOon-in-law's move to Lancaster, and help them find a higher level of focus and purpose in life there. And bring Shawna home safely. And bless Evan's High School basketball career. And Luke's ministry calling.
And we baptized 5 or 6 people today and took in 3 new partners (members). That feels productive.
I'm still praying for a miracle in Christa Hubbell's heart concerning her husband.
And I'm praying that God will bless my daughter and SOon-in-law's move to Lancaster, and help them find a higher level of focus and purpose in life there. And bring Shawna home safely. And bless Evan's High School basketball career. And Luke's ministry calling.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Freedom House progress
Our Freedom House team made exciting, great progress tonight! With each meeting, I see this thing come together in ways that feel healthy, well thought out, and full of life. I am very thankful for that.
We re-open January 2, hoping to fill the house with men serious and excited about seeking God and putting together a functional life for themselves and their families. Currently, we know of 2 or 3 who have expressed interest in filling out an application, which are available this weekend.
It's good stuff, having potential to help men really change their lives and become fully devoted followers of Jesus.
If the details matter to you, click here to see our meeting notes.
We re-open January 2, hoping to fill the house with men serious and excited about seeking God and putting together a functional life for themselves and their families. Currently, we know of 2 or 3 who have expressed interest in filling out an application, which are available this weekend.
It's good stuff, having potential to help men really change their lives and become fully devoted followers of Jesus.
If the details matter to you, click here to see our meeting notes.
so much to pray about, so little time
Sometimes I feel like prayer is all I do.
I feel like my daughter Shawna, at 2 years old. She had just learned to talk, and like most 2 year olds, chattered on endlessly. One time in the midst of way too much to do and too little time to do it, Julie looked at her intently and said, "Shawna, is there any way you could just STOP talking for a little bit? I really need to think right now.
Shawna looked back at her with big tears welling up with her no-Dad-in-the-world-could-ever- say-no-to those-eyes-look, and said "but Mommy, there just so many words inside that HAVE to come out!"
God puts up with a lot of those days from me, with a steady stream-of-consciousness kind of prayer coming out of my mouth.
Maybe that's why it's so hard for me to update this thing. I either want to update it almost every five minutes, or it's too hard to pick out one or two things to write in this space. I don't have time to update that often, and once a day seems too few.
At least that's my excuse for today.
I feel like my daughter Shawna, at 2 years old. She had just learned to talk, and like most 2 year olds, chattered on endlessly. One time in the midst of way too much to do and too little time to do it, Julie looked at her intently and said, "Shawna, is there any way you could just STOP talking for a little bit? I really need to think right now.
Shawna looked back at her with big tears welling up with her no-Dad-in-the-world-could-ever- say-no-to those-eyes-look, and said "but Mommy, there just so many words inside that HAVE to come out!"
God puts up with a lot of those days from me, with a steady stream-of-consciousness kind of prayer coming out of my mouth.
Maybe that's why it's so hard for me to update this thing. I either want to update it almost every five minutes, or it's too hard to pick out one or two things to write in this space. I don't have time to update that often, and once a day seems too few.
At least that's my excuse for today.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
communicaing something of value
Not a day goes by anymore without 2 or 3 or more people telling me that they watch my little TV show, and appreciate it. Recently I have been asking God to help me communicate His heart well so that people who mention the show start mentioning what they learned or how it helped.
I ache to have a little role in helping this country toward a bright future in faith. Our true potential lies in becoming people of character and truth, not selfishness and consuming. And I feel like a complete amateur at learning how to communicate with the soul and heart of this great nation.
So, for right now I am asking God to help me frame the right questions to Him, and figure out what to want in relation to this nation and it's spiritual health.
I ache to have a little role in helping this country toward a bright future in faith. Our true potential lies in becoming people of character and truth, not selfishness and consuming. And I feel like a complete amateur at learning how to communicate with the soul and heart of this great nation.
So, for right now I am asking God to help me frame the right questions to Him, and figure out what to want in relation to this nation and it's spiritual health.
Friday, November 23, 2007
one amazing man
I've been in ministry since the early 80's. Not as much surprises me as it once did. I have seen some stuff, I guess. The same, boring old painful sins that destroy lives, and make hearts hard. And while it's hardly ever surprising anymore, it still hurts to watch someone destroy themselves.
But I have also seen some incredible examples of extraordinary faith and courage. For example, a few years ago, I watched a man as his wife worked through her own pain, and tried everything to medicate the ache in her soul. She even tried various affairs as the man helplessly wept and begged her not to leave him and their kids. But her personal pain drove her on, seeking some solution, or some respite from the thoughts and inner frustration.
He never gave up. He asked the few people he could trust to pray with him, and believe that she would come back. He also asked us to pray that he would have the courage and faith to forgive and take her back. I wondered if she could forgive herself and come back. And I wondered if he could actually forgive.
She did. He did too. I am still amazed at his extraordinary faith.
For a long time he asked for prayer to heal from his own pain. We prayed a lot. He seems better.
Amazing.
He's the kind of man I hope to be when I grow up. Because of him, his kids were able to come home for Thanksgiving, to both their parents. Because of him, they will never have to decide if they can put up with his new wife, or her new husband.
I have seen a lot of men (and women) say it's simply too hard to forgive, and that they couldn't do it. But it's harder not to, I think. God help me find the courage to do so when I need to.
But I have also seen some incredible examples of extraordinary faith and courage. For example, a few years ago, I watched a man as his wife worked through her own pain, and tried everything to medicate the ache in her soul. She even tried various affairs as the man helplessly wept and begged her not to leave him and their kids. But her personal pain drove her on, seeking some solution, or some respite from the thoughts and inner frustration.
He never gave up. He asked the few people he could trust to pray with him, and believe that she would come back. He also asked us to pray that he would have the courage and faith to forgive and take her back. I wondered if she could forgive herself and come back. And I wondered if he could actually forgive.
She did. He did too. I am still amazed at his extraordinary faith.
For a long time he asked for prayer to heal from his own pain. We prayed a lot. He seems better.
Amazing.
He's the kind of man I hope to be when I grow up. Because of him, his kids were able to come home for Thanksgiving, to both their parents. Because of him, they will never have to decide if they can put up with his new wife, or her new husband.
I have seen a lot of men (and women) say it's simply too hard to forgive, and that they couldn't do it. But it's harder not to, I think. God help me find the courage to do so when I need to.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
people with real faith
I am impressed with the kind of faith Freedom Valley South Hanover showed Sunday night. Several more people stepped up a lot, to offer their help with worship, kids, food, and all kinds of other great things. They even invented their own great things to do for God and for His people.
I was very impressed and very encouraged.
And then tonight, I met with 4 possible new church planters, who are putting their faith to work for new churches that they are believing into existence. We are working our way through the book Launch by Nelson Searcy, and excitement builds as we discuss the mountains that need to be moved to get there. I got so encouraged by their enthusiasm and thorough preparation, that I found the courage myself to ask God for one or two more of them! (church planters).
These meetings were so encouraging as they were sandwiched between other meetings where the topic had more to do with ways I failed to serve other people well. I am such a pathetic leader in a lot of ways. I often wonder what God was thinking when He called me. He is so gracious to me, allowing me to do the work that I love so much, and helping me even enjoy it a LOT most days.
Last night I participated in a Memorial service for Wendy Kadish's mom Pat Markle. When I gave people an opportunity to raise their eyes and look at me if they wanted to start a walk with Jesus, admit they need forgiveness, and start toward eternal life, about 8 or 20 people looked up. Some of them were people I had prayed for a long time. God help them take the next steps and get an authentic and eternal relationship going with their heavenly father.
This weekend as I prayed over the many people who give at Freedom Valley, I was moved with how much I love them and love serving them. I really have the best job ever, and love it so much. God, you are so kind to allow me to do this work. Please bless each of these families and individuals so much for all their generosity and for putting up with me. Let these generous givers find a gracious harvest, and experience their abundant God using them in mighty ways.
I was very impressed and very encouraged.
And then tonight, I met with 4 possible new church planters, who are putting their faith to work for new churches that they are believing into existence. We are working our way through the book Launch by Nelson Searcy, and excitement builds as we discuss the mountains that need to be moved to get there. I got so encouraged by their enthusiasm and thorough preparation, that I found the courage myself to ask God for one or two more of them! (church planters).
These meetings were so encouraging as they were sandwiched between other meetings where the topic had more to do with ways I failed to serve other people well. I am such a pathetic leader in a lot of ways. I often wonder what God was thinking when He called me. He is so gracious to me, allowing me to do the work that I love so much, and helping me even enjoy it a LOT most days.
Last night I participated in a Memorial service for Wendy Kadish's mom Pat Markle. When I gave people an opportunity to raise their eyes and look at me if they wanted to start a walk with Jesus, admit they need forgiveness, and start toward eternal life, about 8 or 20 people looked up. Some of them were people I had prayed for a long time. God help them take the next steps and get an authentic and eternal relationship going with their heavenly father.
This weekend as I prayed over the many people who give at Freedom Valley, I was moved with how much I love them and love serving them. I really have the best job ever, and love it so much. God, you are so kind to allow me to do this work. Please bless each of these families and individuals so much for all their generosity and for putting up with me. Let these generous givers find a gracious harvest, and experience their abundant God using them in mighty ways.
Monday, November 12, 2007
how to move ahead
This weekend was so life giving. I felt like I saw the chains fall off of people, and lives changed. I live for this stuff.
But I have a lot of decisions to work through. My guest this weekend, John and Ann Bosman, helped me see some things, and talk through them a bit. We have a lot of development and organization to do so that we can get better at making true disciples of Jesus, not just adding attendees.
Space is going to be an issue soon again. I could add more services, or I could try to speed up the building process. If I choose to speed up the building process, the questions seems to be whether I should double our sanctuary as previously planned, or start building a whole new sanctuary. John helped me see that it may be time to consolidate things a bit, reorganize slightly, and then start sending more out again.
To me, the question still is; how do I make the most difference for God that I can in the next 25 years?
But I have a lot of decisions to work through. My guest this weekend, John and Ann Bosman, helped me see some things, and talk through them a bit. We have a lot of development and organization to do so that we can get better at making true disciples of Jesus, not just adding attendees.
Space is going to be an issue soon again. I could add more services, or I could try to speed up the building process. If I choose to speed up the building process, the questions seems to be whether I should double our sanctuary as previously planned, or start building a whole new sanctuary. John helped me see that it may be time to consolidate things a bit, reorganize slightly, and then start sending more out again.
To me, the question still is; how do I make the most difference for God that I can in the next 25 years?
Sunday, November 11, 2007
weekend
What a wonderful, breakthrough, God thing there was in the house this morning. I felt a lot of people get handcuffs broken off, and freedom came. The University Master's Commission skit human video was powerful. I was told about healings, people who quit smoking, salvations, and various kinds of healing from the past. Good stuff.
There's a lot happening this week. Missions team, Shine Gala, so much more.
I can't wait to get on with it.
There's a lot happening this week. Missions team, Shine Gala, so much more.
I can't wait to get on with it.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
another post- in the same day!
I've been grappling with some heavy stuff for awhile, and really need to write about it, as painful and weepy as I feel when I do. So in addition to the post I just made, I need to add this.
The Hubbells marriage seems to be in a lot of trouble. It seems Christa moved out weeks ago, and is determined to end it, while Dan is praying for a miracle of restoration. Christa seems to be throwing out there a lot of accusations that are hard to believe, almost as if she is looking for an excuse to end it.
I'm sure things are not as they seem here, but I can only guess what is going through her mind, as she has not offered me an explanation. I hope she will so I can see it for what it is, not what it looks like. Until then I only have guesses.
I am clueless as to how to handle things like this, or what to do. I pray a lot, and ask God for miracles. And wisdom. And hope.
The Hubbells marriage seems to be in a lot of trouble. It seems Christa moved out weeks ago, and is determined to end it, while Dan is praying for a miracle of restoration. Christa seems to be throwing out there a lot of accusations that are hard to believe, almost as if she is looking for an excuse to end it.
I'm sure things are not as they seem here, but I can only guess what is going through her mind, as she has not offered me an explanation. I hope she will so I can see it for what it is, not what it looks like. Until then I only have guesses.
I am clueless as to how to handle things like this, or what to do. I pray a lot, and ask God for miracles. And wisdom. And hope.
freedom house progress
Our Freedom House meeting tonight made great progress again. We worked on a series of privileges that men could earn and enjoy, hopefully teaching them to experience that God is a rewarder, as scripture says. Brandy reported that some of our scheduling issues may be getting resolved through some charity work that she lined up.
SO this is good stuff!
We even had a potential assistant leader show up tonight- Daniel Kollars. We are praying about the possibilities there, and weighing whether or not he is right for the job. It would be quite a switch in lifestyle for him and I wonder of he could do it. But I think it would help him a lot.
We are not meeting for the next two weeks, so the next meeting is on the 29'th. We need more people to be involved if we are ever to make this ministry successful.
SO this is good stuff!
We even had a potential assistant leader show up tonight- Daniel Kollars. We are praying about the possibilities there, and weighing whether or not he is right for the job. It would be quite a switch in lifestyle for him and I wonder of he could do it. But I think it would help him a lot.
We are not meeting for the next two weeks, so the next meeting is on the 29'th. We need more people to be involved if we are ever to make this ministry successful.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
elections and kids on skateboards
God, I'd like your opinion on a couple of things.
Should I want to win this New Oxford Boro Council election today, or not? I've rarely been so double minded about anything. I guess James would suggest that I shouldn't expect God to do anything for me on it. I haven't even figured out how I feel about that.
But I gave my word that I would run, and I did. I hated asking people for votes. But I did it. I should know any minute if I won, I guess, according to the Evening Sun's website. I guess these new election machines are quick.
The last couple of days as a Boro Council president have not been fun. I think we should allow skate boarders to skate on our side walks and they (my fine citizens) do not. In fact, they seem to think that allowing them would be about the same as inviting hundreds of known murders to walk around our town every day and evening. They seem to think that makes me the chief murderer.
I think it makes me a lover of kids, and a kind and responsible adult. I honestly think they wish kids not to be present in town. Period. They get in our way, and trouble us by using our sidewalks for, dare I say it... fun!
May God forbid.
I don't even know if the battle is worth it. They have one strong argument; if someone gets hurt skateboarding on the sidewalk outside my house, I guess they could sue me! I would hate to lose my house over it, but I also hate to turn my town into a kid-unfriendly place.
Should I want to win this New Oxford Boro Council election today, or not? I've rarely been so double minded about anything. I guess James would suggest that I shouldn't expect God to do anything for me on it. I haven't even figured out how I feel about that.
But I gave my word that I would run, and I did. I hated asking people for votes. But I did it. I should know any minute if I won, I guess, according to the Evening Sun's website. I guess these new election machines are quick.
The last couple of days as a Boro Council president have not been fun. I think we should allow skate boarders to skate on our side walks and they (my fine citizens) do not. In fact, they seem to think that allowing them would be about the same as inviting hundreds of known murders to walk around our town every day and evening. They seem to think that makes me the chief murderer.
I think it makes me a lover of kids, and a kind and responsible adult. I honestly think they wish kids not to be present in town. Period. They get in our way, and trouble us by using our sidewalks for, dare I say it... fun!
May God forbid.
I don't even know if the battle is worth it. They have one strong argument; if someone gets hurt skateboarding on the sidewalk outside my house, I guess they could sue me! I would hate to lose my house over it, but I also hate to turn my town into a kid-unfriendly place.
Thursday, November 01, 2007
Leadership needed
Tonight, my main request is for an assistant leader for the Freedom House. If we are to re-open in several weeks, I would very much like to get that person on the team early. An ideal leader would be a single man, in his twenties or thirties who would live at the Freedom House and fully partner with Jake for life change in the hearts of the residents.
I also need major help for our building fund. Our weekend was not as encouraging as we need it to be. We need an additional $7000 a month.
And last, I need serious help Saturday morning to meet at the previous Freedom House and full clean and repair what we damaged. Some wall repair, a window, moving out more stuff out of the basement, etc.
I also need major help for our building fund. Our weekend was not as encouraging as we need it to be. We need an additional $7000 a month.
And last, I need serious help Saturday morning to meet at the previous Freedom House and full clean and repair what we damaged. Some wall repair, a window, moving out more stuff out of the basement, etc.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
moving forward
Like the GMC human video depicted so well, we are engaged in the stuff of eternal life. Battling for souls, and winning. Trying to engage my infantile understanding to God's huge thoughts, and communicate them. Grappling with the application of those thoughts to the infinitely complex real-life that people have to deal with.
I love this gospel and the Jesus that it heralds. He is everything to me. My small thinking and faulty attempts to live out what I preach, and meet a few needs, is all I got to offer. At the end of giving it all on a Sunday, it seems awfully small.
And yet, somehow, satisfying in that as flimsy as my best is, I still gave my best.
I love this gospel and the Jesus that it heralds. He is everything to me. My small thinking and faulty attempts to live out what I preach, and meet a few needs, is all I got to offer. At the end of giving it all on a Sunday, it seems awfully small.
And yet, somehow, satisfying in that as flimsy as my best is, I still gave my best.
Friday, October 26, 2007
the farm deal, freedom house, and mike blank
What a day.
This morning I spent a few hours helping Mike and Willi Blank move. Wow. it is an amazing feat to move a farm. I must say I am moved by what Mike built there at the old place. He has become quite a farmer. Even hearing his joy in his plants there, and feeling sad about leaving some of them behind mostly because he is running out of time, is amazing. He obviously found his calling.
My back is very sore from the fencing removal job I helped with- pulling fence out of the weeds, wrapping it up, and pulling the fence posts out.
This afternoon we toured the farm next door where Bob Foster wants us to consider buying form him. The farm lies across Centennial Road from us. 32.6 acres, a house and 3 or ... 6 sheds, I don't know. A 100 seat sanctuary building where the church meets, and and $800,000 price tag.
I sure would love to own it, but as of now I have not a clue (or a faith plan) on how to pay for it. I am asking God for one, however. We could do a lot with that property.
This evening we had an encouraging meeting about the Freedom House. We made a lot of progress, and agreed to meet weekly for the next 4 weeks, hopefully crafting a much better plan by the end of November and being ready to open much better organized by December. Our first need; an assistant leader. And a few more members on that weekly steering team.
We worked on identifying some things we need. A lot of things actually. The list is:
All in all, a very excellent week after a tough start on Monday! Thank you Holy Spirit for leading forward in spite of... well, me. Hopefully many men will know you the way I do and better, and we will get to see life change and discipleship happen routinely.
This morning I spent a few hours helping Mike and Willi Blank move. Wow. it is an amazing feat to move a farm. I must say I am moved by what Mike built there at the old place. He has become quite a farmer. Even hearing his joy in his plants there, and feeling sad about leaving some of them behind mostly because he is running out of time, is amazing. He obviously found his calling.
My back is very sore from the fencing removal job I helped with- pulling fence out of the weeds, wrapping it up, and pulling the fence posts out.
This afternoon we toured the farm next door where Bob Foster wants us to consider buying form him. The farm lies across Centennial Road from us. 32.6 acres, a house and 3 or ... 6 sheds, I don't know. A 100 seat sanctuary building where the church meets, and and $800,000 price tag.
I sure would love to own it, but as of now I have not a clue (or a faith plan) on how to pay for it. I am asking God for one, however. We could do a lot with that property.
This evening we had an encouraging meeting about the Freedom House. We made a lot of progress, and agreed to meet weekly for the next 4 weeks, hopefully crafting a much better plan by the end of November and being ready to open much better organized by December. Our first need; an assistant leader. And a few more members on that weekly steering team.
We worked on identifying some things we need. A lot of things actually. The list is:
a. Sunday person to cover for Jake to have a full day off.
b. communications ; daily or at least frequent communications with the helping team (Peggy)
c. bible study organizer (Jerome)
d. potluck dinner organizer
e. board team; weekly meetings,
f. mentor for each man
g. assistant leader
h. counselor to meet with each one and build vision and a personalized plan.
i. A Graduation date.
j. privileges list
k: Induction process;
1. decision made by Marv/Jake/Julie
2. 48 hours grace period
3. meeting with Marv/Jake/Julie before approval
4. signed contract agreeing to written rules
5. personal growth plan
2. a house is needed; wayne and lorrie's place is the one we expect to use.
3. don't even re-open until there is a 2nd leader
All in all, a very excellent week after a tough start on Monday! Thank you Holy Spirit for leading forward in spite of... well, me. Hopefully many men will know you the way I do and better, and we will get to see life change and discipleship happen routinely.
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
the farm next door
Yesterday the man who owns a small farm across Centennial road, called and ask me if I would like to buy his place! He thought Freedom Valley might want to own his farm if he sold it. I told him that I would very much like to own his farm, but will need some kind of gift of faith from God to even imagine how we could afford his $800,000 price tag. It's 31 acres,a three bedroom house, a small church facility, etc. Interesting. I've asked God to make some adjoining land available, but I'm not actually sure this is it.
Anyway, I'll pray about it.
We also booked tickets today for 3 of us to go to the Dominican Republic just before Christmas to explore the project we hope to help with there in March.
Also today, God gave us several more ideas about how the Freedom House could possibly work after we move. That is very exciting. I really want to make this ministry to the least, last, and lost, work.
And this evening, our volunteer work crew made great progress on Third Place! And, we also made great progress on a plan to make it work!
Anyway, I'll pray about it.
We also booked tickets today for 3 of us to go to the Dominican Republic just before Christmas to explore the project we hope to help with there in March.
Also today, God gave us several more ideas about how the Freedom House could possibly work after we move. That is very exciting. I really want to make this ministry to the least, last, and lost, work.
And this evening, our volunteer work crew made great progress on Third Place! And, we also made great progress on a plan to make it work!
Sunday, October 21, 2007
heroes of faith are being made
I have to admit that I was stunned by many of the responses to a call for faith promises to the Stewardship Fund. Courageous, growing, life changing faith was demonstrated by so many people. And I have not yet actually even read the list of commitments. So I think there is a lot more pleasant revelations to come.
These are the main reasons why I believe 2008 is going to be an amazing year. When we stretch ourselves to live life at a higher level, God inclines His ear to us, I think.
That's a lot to be happy about. Don't tell me that all Americans are selfish, uncaring, and all about looking out for number one. I know some real modern day heroes who care deeply about reaching their neighbors, and effectively making a difference for God.
These are the main reasons why I believe 2008 is going to be an amazing year. When we stretch ourselves to live life at a higher level, God inclines His ear to us, I think.
That's a lot to be happy about. Don't tell me that all Americans are selfish, uncaring, and all about looking out for number one. I know some real modern day heroes who care deeply about reaching their neighbors, and effectively making a difference for God.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
This weekend
This weekend will be about celebration at Freedom Valley.
We are celebrating what God has done; an annual tribute to the ministries, people, and opportunities He has given us. After each service, there will be a short tour of The Ministries Center, and food to eat while browsing the ministries.
We will also be asking each individual to consider getting involved with our stewardship campaign, where we attack our mortgage and work at getting it paid off. We'll show Rich Randall's research where he shows that we are on track to get our debt paid off 6 years earlier than expected, saving us just under $300,000! We will celebrate what God has done in getting us this far, and ask Him to help us get further down the road toward being debt free.
This year we are asking God for at least an additional $50,000 (over payments) on that debt, so that we can get it reduced more quickly. This will require a miracle, and we are boldly asking God for one.
Pray with me for miracles!
We are celebrating what God has done; an annual tribute to the ministries, people, and opportunities He has given us. After each service, there will be a short tour of The Ministries Center, and food to eat while browsing the ministries.
We will also be asking each individual to consider getting involved with our stewardship campaign, where we attack our mortgage and work at getting it paid off. We'll show Rich Randall's research where he shows that we are on track to get our debt paid off 6 years earlier than expected, saving us just under $300,000! We will celebrate what God has done in getting us this far, and ask Him to help us get further down the road toward being debt free.
This year we are asking God for at least an additional $50,000 (over payments) on that debt, so that we can get it reduced more quickly. This will require a miracle, and we are boldly asking God for one.
Pray with me for miracles!
Thursday, October 18, 2007
exciting missions news
After a tough and very sad week dealing with self destructive issues and people, (and a bunch of computer and network problems) I had an exciting Missions Team meeting tonight!
We shared a report of Candace and Aaron's exciting trip to Lesotho, then talked about our 4 planned trips for 08. (Dominican Republic- March 1-9, LA Dream Center May 2-10, Nepal August, and Armenia in October).
Our plan is to do another Red Envelop offering in February, and then do a reverse Red Envelope offering in July, to get people involved in giving toward these missions investments.
And about 6 months ago, God gave me a vision about taking better care of Freedom Valley's spiritual children. I believe this means more investment in our own missionaries, and those sent out from this house.
This is very exciting stuff! More people experiencing missions in strategic places, will help them catch a vision for the harvest. Their own faith will be strengthened, and their passion for the world will result in stronger outreach at home as well as in those foreign places. We will see God's Kingdom advance forcefully and help populate Heaven with the souls of men and women from around the world.
We shared a report of Candace and Aaron's exciting trip to Lesotho, then talked about our 4 planned trips for 08. (Dominican Republic- March 1-9, LA Dream Center May 2-10, Nepal August, and Armenia in October).
Our plan is to do another Red Envelop offering in February, and then do a reverse Red Envelope offering in July, to get people involved in giving toward these missions investments.
And about 6 months ago, God gave me a vision about taking better care of Freedom Valley's spiritual children. I believe this means more investment in our own missionaries, and those sent out from this house.
This is very exciting stuff! More people experiencing missions in strategic places, will help them catch a vision for the harvest. Their own faith will be strengthened, and their passion for the world will result in stronger outreach at home as well as in those foreign places. We will see God's Kingdom advance forcefully and help populate Heaven with the souls of men and women from around the world.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
end of an angry day
I'm angry.
Today I spent an hour with a man whose drug addiction killed his marriage, a woman whose husband's infidelity's looks like it will kill hers, a teen whose Dad left the family to do drugs, some gorgeous little girls whose Mom committed suicide over a drug high, talked on the phone with a man who kept catching his wife doing pot with their son, and spent time driving the roads to talk a man back into the Freedom House. I also talked to two Pastors who are discouraged enough by criticisms to simply want to quit, and a missionary who can't seem to get support for his very successful mission work from his peers.
It feels like I left some things out. But the bottom line is, I'm tired, frustrated, and a bit angry. I love what I do, but somewhere I hit overload.
Today I spent an hour with a man whose drug addiction killed his marriage, a woman whose husband's infidelity's looks like it will kill hers, a teen whose Dad left the family to do drugs, some gorgeous little girls whose Mom committed suicide over a drug high, talked on the phone with a man who kept catching his wife doing pot with their son, and spent time driving the roads to talk a man back into the Freedom House. I also talked to two Pastors who are discouraged enough by criticisms to simply want to quit, and a missionary who can't seem to get support for his very successful mission work from his peers.
It feels like I left some things out. But the bottom line is, I'm tired, frustrated, and a bit angry. I love what I do, but somewhere I hit overload.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
what would it look like?
How would a person create a strategy to affect this culture for God? That question is on my heart day and night. I can't seem to shake it, nor does the answer seem to be developing in my soul.
If one had unlimited finances, time, and talent, how would one do it?
There are 10 million people in the 200 miles surrounding us that do not currently attend church. If we started there, what would it look like to make a difference in the culture?
How would Jesus do it?
If one had unlimited finances, time, and talent, how would one do it?
There are 10 million people in the 200 miles surrounding us that do not currently attend church. If we started there, what would it look like to make a difference in the culture?
How would Jesus do it?
ending Late Service
Well tonight we finally decided to end the Late Service at Freedom Valley. The people who started it have since moved on to other pursuits, and no one seemed to wish to pick up and run with it. So, it seems time to let it drop for now at least.
The other services are growing rapidly, which adds excitement and passion to them. I don't know what we will do when they are too full, but God will make a way, I'm sure.
The other services are growing rapidly, which adds excitement and passion to them. I don't know what we will do when they are too full, but God will make a way, I'm sure.
Friday, October 12, 2007
I wanna see the harvest
Jesus said the harvest is plentiful!
I often see it as sparse. I need to see it like Jesus sees it.
There are so many people who wish to crowd into The Kingdom. Here in Pennsylvania, some researchers say that less than 15% attend church at least monthly. That leaves me something like 10 million people to harvest into The Kingdom right here in PA alone.
How do we reach them? How do we even make a real difference? How can I, by the time I retire, be part of increasing this number to 20% or more? By my little calculations, that means that we would increase The Kingdom by half a million church attendees!
Our tiny little efforts have got to increase in effectiveness. I feel so small in my ability to see even how to do that! Maybe I should start by seeing how ripe the harvest already is, I don't know.
God help me.
I often see it as sparse. I need to see it like Jesus sees it.
There are so many people who wish to crowd into The Kingdom. Here in Pennsylvania, some researchers say that less than 15% attend church at least monthly. That leaves me something like 10 million people to harvest into The Kingdom right here in PA alone.
How do we reach them? How do we even make a real difference? How can I, by the time I retire, be part of increasing this number to 20% or more? By my little calculations, that means that we would increase The Kingdom by half a million church attendees!
Our tiny little efforts have got to increase in effectiveness. I feel so small in my ability to see even how to do that! Maybe I should start by seeing how ripe the harvest already is, I don't know.
God help me.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
tough day
I had some tough stuff to work through today. Handling the tasks of getting the right people in the right places, using their gifts instead of filling jobs, is sometimes a very tough responsibility. I definitely need to develop some new skills here.
Perhaps I just need to know how to pray. I always find that the toughest. Knowing how to pray and what to ask for is always the hardest part.
Perhaps I just need to know how to pray. I always find that the toughest. Knowing how to pray and what to ask for is always the hardest part.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
new churches (or sites) coming
After a long day of meetings that left me deeply exhausted, I have the most wonderful time this evening with 4 future church planter couples. Each one had made progress, each one was clearly moving forward.
I could feel it in my soul- 4 new churches are one day coming. Hundreds of new followers of Jesus. All these people that I hope to meet in heaven one day. I don't see int physically yet, but I saw it spiritually tonight in a very real way, which is a first for me on this particular journey.
Our newest churches are not flourishing yet like I think they should. Somewhere it feels to me that we are a little off step there and I'm not sure why. Father, help us find a way to reach people better, and stay focused on eternal things.
I could feel it in my soul- 4 new churches are one day coming. Hundreds of new followers of Jesus. All these people that I hope to meet in heaven one day. I don't see int physically yet, but I saw it spiritually tonight in a very real way, which is a first for me on this particular journey.
Our newest churches are not flourishing yet like I think they should. Somewhere it feels to me that we are a little off step there and I'm not sure why. Father, help us find a way to reach people better, and stay focused on eternal things.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
what a day
I preach it better than I live it.
I know how powerful it is inside of me when I use my prophetic gift. I feel like I am the person I was called to be when I am speaking encouragement, comfort, and strengthening into His people. Knowing that you would think I would do it constantly, and systematically. Instead, it seems like I do it sparingly. God help me do it more, and more publicly over more people.
Tonight's prophetic words spoken over my leaders is powerful to my soul, and obviously moving to them. What a group of wonderful people God gave me! I could walk into almost anything surrounded by them.
So it always feels so good when at the end of a weekend it feels like He let me hit it out of the park again.
I know how powerful it is inside of me when I use my prophetic gift. I feel like I am the person I was called to be when I am speaking encouragement, comfort, and strengthening into His people. Knowing that you would think I would do it constantly, and systematically. Instead, it seems like I do it sparingly. God help me do it more, and more publicly over more people.
Tonight's prophetic words spoken over my leaders is powerful to my soul, and obviously moving to them. What a group of wonderful people God gave me! I could walk into almost anything surrounded by them.
So it always feels so good when at the end of a weekend it feels like He let me hit it out of the park again.
Friday, October 05, 2007
writing prophetic words
So I am deeply into writing prophetic words for the leaders event this Sunday night. I really enjoy it... and really agonize over it. I agonize about getting it wrong, or not spending enough time with each one. And I really hope they help someone.
great progress on future building projects
Yesterday I had such a wonderful meeting with about 6 experts in the building trade who can really help us figure out the next step.
Just for review, the problem is, our services are filling up, and while we can add another service or two, building another building is at least a 2-3 year process. So we are starting now for something that we may not acutely need for another 2-3 years.
In the meantime, we are considering another service, or possibly even moving the 11am service off-site to a larger location such a high school auditorium.
But in the meantime, we need an indoor riding arena. hen soon, we will need another auditorium.
We considered a lot of option, but it looks like for now we will be building a large indoor riding arena, and that it might be able to be built next year. Angela Becker's Construction Engineer expertise, along with Dean Plank, Eric Gladhill, Clarence Andrew, and Ken Becker's help in various areas and ways, means that we could get this going juch sooner than expected. New Technology means that it could be done on our property ALONG with a future sanctuary expansion. This s great stuff!
Not that there are not huge mountains to climb. I get that. But God has given me some gifts of faith to speak to these mountains, and they are already moving! Hopefully all of this will result in more people walking into Heaven with us, and more people living abundant lives here.
"Let your Kingdom come, on earth..."
Just for review, the problem is, our services are filling up, and while we can add another service or two, building another building is at least a 2-3 year process. So we are starting now for something that we may not acutely need for another 2-3 years.
In the meantime, we are considering another service, or possibly even moving the 11am service off-site to a larger location such a high school auditorium.
But in the meantime, we need an indoor riding arena. hen soon, we will need another auditorium.
We considered a lot of option, but it looks like for now we will be building a large indoor riding arena, and that it might be able to be built next year. Angela Becker's Construction Engineer expertise, along with Dean Plank, Eric Gladhill, Clarence Andrew, and Ken Becker's help in various areas and ways, means that we could get this going juch sooner than expected. New Technology means that it could be done on our property ALONG with a future sanctuary expansion. This s great stuff!
Not that there are not huge mountains to climb. I get that. But God has given me some gifts of faith to speak to these mountains, and they are already moving! Hopefully all of this will result in more people walking into Heaven with us, and more people living abundant lives here.
"Let your Kingdom come, on earth..."
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
progress
Wow, what a time. Things seem to be happening fast, in my little world.
Recently a Pastor friend declared; "money is never your problem, and money is never your solution". Or something like that. "All you need is an opportunity."
Maybe he is right. Or maybe all you need is a God-idea.
I sense a God idea coming concerning some serious development and progress over the next year. I think I already see 4 or 5 huge pieces falling into place, where we make huge strides forward. But I sense that there is much more coming.
Recently, we seem to have stumbled on an idea that looks like it could cause us to build a major addition onto our facility IN CASH! These are incredibly major developments, a gift of faith, I believe.
In addition to that, we discovered that our recent hard work has gotten us on track to be 6 years ahead of schedule and just under $300,000 in interested saved in our quest to pay off our mortgages of 1.2 million.
One of newest site churches (Cowboy church) has recently surged in attendance and fruitfulness, with more good ideas coming right behind it. This ministry represents a huge new way into the Kingdom for many people. A quick guess would be that at least 1/3 of the attendees do not attend church anywhere else. It's creative, wholesome, fun, and creative, and offers things that no other ministry anywhere seems to offer.
God is up to great things!
Recently a Pastor friend declared; "money is never your problem, and money is never your solution". Or something like that. "All you need is an opportunity."
Maybe he is right. Or maybe all you need is a God-idea.
I sense a God idea coming concerning some serious development and progress over the next year. I think I already see 4 or 5 huge pieces falling into place, where we make huge strides forward. But I sense that there is much more coming.
Recently, we seem to have stumbled on an idea that looks like it could cause us to build a major addition onto our facility IN CASH! These are incredibly major developments, a gift of faith, I believe.
In addition to that, we discovered that our recent hard work has gotten us on track to be 6 years ahead of schedule and just under $300,000 in interested saved in our quest to pay off our mortgages of 1.2 million.
One of newest site churches (Cowboy church) has recently surged in attendance and fruitfulness, with more good ideas coming right behind it. This ministry represents a huge new way into the Kingdom for many people. A quick guess would be that at least 1/3 of the attendees do not attend church anywhere else. It's creative, wholesome, fun, and creative, and offers things that no other ministry anywhere seems to offer.
God is up to great things!
Friday, September 28, 2007
extra hours of extraordinary time with an incredible God
So I'm sitting in our 24 hours of prayer, and getting my soul fed. I didn't really come for that, but there it is anyway. I came to talk to God and hear His voice, and it is happening in buckets.
What a cool thing to be able to come into The Presence, and identify things that I've been carrying, and choose to lay them down at Jesus feet. What w worrier I would be if there wasn't a way to do that.
This while it's been an incredible summer, this has been a meager month financially for us. God, I trust you with it. And the Fall growth season has not yet exploded on us with all of it's usual growth. Not yet. God I trust you with that.
We need some major new ministry tools, like new buildings, and more leaders. God I trust you with that.
And we need to miss fewer opportunities. I trust you with that too God.
I will not worry, pace, or allow nightmares to control my dream time. I will not falter, or waver, even when it looks like it's not going to get done. I will not back up, slow down, or burn out. I will not get distracted, overcome, or beaten down. God is my deliverer and strength, my very present help.
That's my story, and I'm stickin to it.
What a cool thing to be able to come into The Presence, and identify things that I've been carrying, and choose to lay them down at Jesus feet. What w worrier I would be if there wasn't a way to do that.
This while it's been an incredible summer, this has been a meager month financially for us. God, I trust you with it. And the Fall growth season has not yet exploded on us with all of it's usual growth. Not yet. God I trust you with that.
We need some major new ministry tools, like new buildings, and more leaders. God I trust you with that.
And we need to miss fewer opportunities. I trust you with that too God.
I will not worry, pace, or allow nightmares to control my dream time. I will not falter, or waver, even when it looks like it's not going to get done. I will not back up, slow down, or burn out. I will not get distracted, overcome, or beaten down. God is my deliverer and strength, my very present help.
That's my story, and I'm stickin to it.
Monday, September 24, 2007
i hate disapointing people!
I hate it when I cannot meet every need people ask of me.
Recently I have gotten a number of emails from people who have been frustrated about my slow response time. Right now there are hundreds of emails that i should be responding to. As it is, I often respond to more than a hundred a day. That is hours and hours of work.
A few of my Pastor-friends have started to use 'ghost-writers' to get them all answered. I found that out when I sent a personal cry for help to a pastor who I had often emailed in the past when I needed help. I got back a response that seemed out of character for him, and later when I asked him about it, he seemed even more out of touch.
After inquiring about it, I discovered that a really kind and helpful volunteer had read and responded to my email for him.
I admit I felt a little ripped off. And exposed.
A frustrated emailer recently suggested that I should use an auto-responder to tell people that I was not keeping up, thus helping them manage their expectations. Or, someone suggested, I should change email addresses, and only give the new one to people who I want to hear from.
These solutions don't seem good to me.
But here's the thing. Once people come to expect a certain thing, no one wants to no longer get what they have come to expect. They get angry.
I wonder if that is ultimately why they crucified Jesus. They had come to expect that He would always slip through the crowd when they tried to kill him, and that he would explain Himself so well that no one could ever actually talk him into a corner. I wonder if they actually expected more great miracles, especially after marching him into Jerusalem as their new King one week before! I wonder if, when they didn't get what they thought they should get from Him, that they got angry that He wouldn't give it, and decided to take their revenge on Him instead?
Recently I have gotten a number of emails from people who have been frustrated about my slow response time. Right now there are hundreds of emails that i should be responding to. As it is, I often respond to more than a hundred a day. That is hours and hours of work.
A few of my Pastor-friends have started to use 'ghost-writers' to get them all answered. I found that out when I sent a personal cry for help to a pastor who I had often emailed in the past when I needed help. I got back a response that seemed out of character for him, and later when I asked him about it, he seemed even more out of touch.
After inquiring about it, I discovered that a really kind and helpful volunteer had read and responded to my email for him.
I admit I felt a little ripped off. And exposed.
A frustrated emailer recently suggested that I should use an auto-responder to tell people that I was not keeping up, thus helping them manage their expectations. Or, someone suggested, I should change email addresses, and only give the new one to people who I want to hear from.
These solutions don't seem good to me.
But here's the thing. Once people come to expect a certain thing, no one wants to no longer get what they have come to expect. They get angry.
I wonder if that is ultimately why they crucified Jesus. They had come to expect that He would always slip through the crowd when they tried to kill him, and that he would explain Himself so well that no one could ever actually talk him into a corner. I wonder if they actually expected more great miracles, especially after marching him into Jerusalem as their new King one week before! I wonder if, when they didn't get what they thought they should get from Him, that they got angry that He wouldn't give it, and decided to take their revenge on Him instead?
Sunday, September 16, 2007
weekend notes
What a packed and fruitful weekend. Candace and Aaron organized a benefit show for their upcoming missions trip to Lesotho and raised $530! This puts them within $100 of what they need to pay for the trip. I am so proud of their way of going about it- sowing seed, asking God for vision, involving people who love them, and believing that God would help them get it done. That is good stuff. In addition to raising money, lots of kids had a great night of good music, expression, and fun.
I think they will represent the Kingdom of God well, and do a lot of good in Lesotho.
The Freedom House has 4 guys in it! Twice this week, Hanover Hospital called us and ask us to pick up a man there who was coming out of detox. I love that! It seems like we are helping to make a real difference in the Hanover area, by helping people get themselves back on track with God, and back in control of their lives. What a privilege to be there for DiShawn, Jeff, Kenny, and William.
Also exciting at the Freedom House, is that Jake Lewis offered himself to help lead it. I am very exited about what he will bring to it. His gentle, serious, kind, and Jesus-like heart will shine there and really help, I think. We really need to cover him in prayer.
Our 4 weekend services went very well, and I think I did a fair job of communicating the heart of God to the people He sent to hear the Word. I see a lot of people eagerly responding and moving toward their Heavenly Father. I think we are making a difference, and honoring God.
When I got done with the four services, Shining Stars was holding their season-ending horse show. I was shocked and awed with how many people were attending that event! There must have been 3-4 hundred people all around that arena. Brandy reported that it seemed like everything that could go wrong did, yet they were able to bless a lot of kids, help some families, and extend the love of Jesus to people with excellence and creativity. That team of people is really incredible.
We really need to get that indoor arena built so that they can do more of what they do so well. So many families and so many handicapped people will benefit so much from their hard, sacrificial work. I need about 1.5 million to get it done and soon! I don't know how, but I think if I get my part done, God will provide a way.
I think they will represent the Kingdom of God well, and do a lot of good in Lesotho.
The Freedom House has 4 guys in it! Twice this week, Hanover Hospital called us and ask us to pick up a man there who was coming out of detox. I love that! It seems like we are helping to make a real difference in the Hanover area, by helping people get themselves back on track with God, and back in control of their lives. What a privilege to be there for DiShawn, Jeff, Kenny, and William.
Also exciting at the Freedom House, is that Jake Lewis offered himself to help lead it. I am very exited about what he will bring to it. His gentle, serious, kind, and Jesus-like heart will shine there and really help, I think. We really need to cover him in prayer.
Our 4 weekend services went very well, and I think I did a fair job of communicating the heart of God to the people He sent to hear the Word. I see a lot of people eagerly responding and moving toward their Heavenly Father. I think we are making a difference, and honoring God.
When I got done with the four services, Shining Stars was holding their season-ending horse show. I was shocked and awed with how many people were attending that event! There must have been 3-4 hundred people all around that arena. Brandy reported that it seemed like everything that could go wrong did, yet they were able to bless a lot of kids, help some families, and extend the love of Jesus to people with excellence and creativity. That team of people is really incredible.
We really need to get that indoor arena built so that they can do more of what they do so well. So many families and so many handicapped people will benefit so much from their hard, sacrificial work. I need about 1.5 million to get it done and soon! I don't know how, but I think if I get my part done, God will provide a way.
Friday, September 14, 2007
I want a voice
How would I go about making any kind of permanent difference on this culture?
So I am at a 25 year class reunion tonight. As we traded stories, I started thinking about all the pain and sadness in the room. Parents who are angry that their denomination sold them out and stopped teaching the Bible, trading it for socially "acceptable" teachings rather than trusting the Bible to be truth, even for American me-isms.
There were friends who were grand parents too young, because a 17 year old son had sex. There was a divorce... no, make that divorces. There was cancers that came from sin, ... and you get the picture. So much pain.
"My people perish for lack of knowledge" the prophet said. It's amazing how we are the most learned and scientifically rich society ever, but so out of control, and in so much pain because of our lack of self control, and our unbelief that God's ideas are realistic for today.
So, Lord, would you help me find a way to communicate truth, and help people avoid the pain? Help me use the TV show, the pulpit, the internet, and everything within my power to affect my world. Most of all, please give us the gift of revival in my time, before we all destroy ourselves with endless pain and the medication to make it dull.
So I am at a 25 year class reunion tonight. As we traded stories, I started thinking about all the pain and sadness in the room. Parents who are angry that their denomination sold them out and stopped teaching the Bible, trading it for socially "acceptable" teachings rather than trusting the Bible to be truth, even for American me-isms.
There were friends who were grand parents too young, because a 17 year old son had sex. There was a divorce... no, make that divorces. There was cancers that came from sin, ... and you get the picture. So much pain.
"My people perish for lack of knowledge" the prophet said. It's amazing how we are the most learned and scientifically rich society ever, but so out of control, and in so much pain because of our lack of self control, and our unbelief that God's ideas are realistic for today.
So, Lord, would you help me find a way to communicate truth, and help people avoid the pain? Help me use the TV show, the pulpit, the internet, and everything within my power to affect my world. Most of all, please give us the gift of revival in my time, before we all destroy ourselves with endless pain and the medication to make it dull.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
wow
Today was heavy. I got a letter from Penn Township, showing confusion about our discipleship ministry there. Either we get that figured out, or we will need to move the house I guess.
And our former leader there made a huge mess with some serious sin. Sin is so messy and so hard to clean up, and there is really no such thing as what two people do in private in their own bedroom. It affects everybody, like it or not, and makes life painful and miserable for everyone if they do not understand the "rules of engagement". It seems like most people do not even know what those rules are, and don't want to know. Selfishness rules the day in most of our lives I guess.
But the exciting thing is, there is a new leader coming and I think this one is really going to work out, helping us make the huge difference we really hope to make there.
There are so many opportunities, but new skills and new competencies are needed. We need the Holy Spirit to help us find more ways to bring the fish in, and help them live functional, happy, worthwhile lives. This next season is going to be great if we can keep up with the Holy Spirit.
With God's help, I would always like to be the guy I was last week in the services. God gave me words of prophecy, strong encouragements, and a boat load of power breakthroughs at the altar. A pastor (who I never met) confessed adultery and wept with me about the awful cost of his sin. He lost his family, his church and job, and everything he had worked for so far.
Then there was the man struggling with episodes of unreasonable fear, and the young lady aching because her heart was broken. And so many others. I got to lead each and every one to the throne of grace and ask God to meet them there. He did. Things changed.
My daughter Shawna called from Sweden this morning, breaking my heart with happiness and joy over what God is doing in her there!
I got another email from another man who is dreaming of another church and another way to help people discover Jesus. He is praying about starting a biker church here at Freedom valley! Ad that to my friend who preached a funeral where 20 people got saved and a church is breaking out of that! And so much more!
You could easily make a long list right now of things going wrong here at freedom valley. But why bother? God is bringing so much good out of our flimsy attempts to do church, with us, without us, and often in spite of us! I love Him so much for allowing me along for the ride!
I feel like I could write for hours tonight.
And our former leader there made a huge mess with some serious sin. Sin is so messy and so hard to clean up, and there is really no such thing as what two people do in private in their own bedroom. It affects everybody, like it or not, and makes life painful and miserable for everyone if they do not understand the "rules of engagement". It seems like most people do not even know what those rules are, and don't want to know. Selfishness rules the day in most of our lives I guess.
But the exciting thing is, there is a new leader coming and I think this one is really going to work out, helping us make the huge difference we really hope to make there.
There are so many opportunities, but new skills and new competencies are needed. We need the Holy Spirit to help us find more ways to bring the fish in, and help them live functional, happy, worthwhile lives. This next season is going to be great if we can keep up with the Holy Spirit.
With God's help, I would always like to be the guy I was last week in the services. God gave me words of prophecy, strong encouragements, and a boat load of power breakthroughs at the altar. A pastor (who I never met) confessed adultery and wept with me about the awful cost of his sin. He lost his family, his church and job, and everything he had worked for so far.
Then there was the man struggling with episodes of unreasonable fear, and the young lady aching because her heart was broken. And so many others. I got to lead each and every one to the throne of grace and ask God to meet them there. He did. Things changed.
My daughter Shawna called from Sweden this morning, breaking my heart with happiness and joy over what God is doing in her there!
I got another email from another man who is dreaming of another church and another way to help people discover Jesus. He is praying about starting a biker church here at Freedom valley! Ad that to my friend who preached a funeral where 20 people got saved and a church is breaking out of that! And so much more!
You could easily make a long list right now of things going wrong here at freedom valley. But why bother? God is bringing so much good out of our flimsy attempts to do church, with us, without us, and often in spite of us! I love Him so much for allowing me along for the ride!
I feel like I could write for hours tonight.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
exciting days
Wow this is fun.
God is restoring relationships that seemed unlikely, and adding to my faith.
In Romans 12 we are told to evaluate ourselves honestly, actually measuring ourselves by the amount of faith God has given us. I wonder what that means, actually? How do I measure myself by the faith God has given me, exactly?
I want to one day be at a place of great faith, where I look back at today and consider the current level of faith as small and infantile.
Tonight my boys were asking about the next churches that we hope to get started. It sure is nice to discuss these kinds of concepts with my sons.
God is restoring relationships that seemed unlikely, and adding to my faith.
In Romans 12 we are told to evaluate ourselves honestly, actually measuring ourselves by the amount of faith God has given us. I wonder what that means, actually? How do I measure myself by the faith God has given me, exactly?
I want to one day be at a place of great faith, where I look back at today and consider the current level of faith as small and infantile.
Tonight my boys were asking about the next churches that we hope to get started. It sure is nice to discuss these kinds of concepts with my sons.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
marriages, my daughter, and a litte trip out west
So, tonight Shawna finally actually flew out to Sweden. Thanks everybody for praying with us about it. After more than a month of wrestling with visa problems, she is on her way. I am proud of her and way emotional. Anybody have survival tips for a proud but emotional Dad?
Please?
And a dear Pastor-friend's marriage is in big trouble. Weird deceptions, and manipulations are in play in an unimaginable horror to work through. Please pray with me, even though I cannot tell you his/her name.
Vaughn Crago and I are on our way back from a motorcycle trip to Montana to see his folks and ... to see Montana. Awesome stuff. Does anybody have any idea how much open, unpopulated space there is out there? It makes me want to drag some of the "this earth is over-populated" people out there and make them sit through the mind numbing hours of driving 80 miles an hour and seeing no one! Like the man said, "if it's too populated where you live- move!"
God sure made this country beautiful. But right now I just want to see my beautiful wife, sons, and daughter again (the one that still lives in Gettysburg,). There is no scenery on earth that matches that.
Please?
And a dear Pastor-friend's marriage is in big trouble. Weird deceptions, and manipulations are in play in an unimaginable horror to work through. Please pray with me, even though I cannot tell you his/her name.
Vaughn Crago and I are on our way back from a motorcycle trip to Montana to see his folks and ... to see Montana. Awesome stuff. Does anybody have any idea how much open, unpopulated space there is out there? It makes me want to drag some of the "this earth is over-populated" people out there and make them sit through the mind numbing hours of driving 80 miles an hour and seeing no one! Like the man said, "if it's too populated where you live- move!"
God sure made this country beautiful. But right now I just want to see my beautiful wife, sons, and daughter again (the one that still lives in Gettysburg,). There is no scenery on earth that matches that.
Friday, August 31, 2007
there is pain coming
I'm in Ekalaka, Montana at Vaughn Crago's parents house. Amazing place out in the prairie, hours from anything else. 400 people live here. Yesterday there was a huge prairie fire and Vaughn's nephew was in the middle of fighting it all.
We rode through Iowa (who knew that much corn existed in the world?) and Indiana, and much more corn.
This country is huge and unpopulated. I don't know if you knew that. But for example, Vaughn and Brandy who are often considered by us New Oxford denizens to be living in a remote place, live in downtown Manhattan compared to this place! Gettysburg area is a city complex compared to Ekalaka!
Pray with me for a couple of leaders who are really hurting themselves this week with... sin. I can see how God hates sin so much. It hurts people so bad for so long.
And pray for the leaders who have to help figure it all out and end up being blamed for not handling things well! It's amazing, but half-way repentant always seem to attack the people who want to help straighten out the hopeless messes created by that awful three letter word that God hates so much because it causes us to hurt so much.
We rode through Iowa (who knew that much corn existed in the world?) and Indiana, and much more corn.
This country is huge and unpopulated. I don't know if you knew that. But for example, Vaughn and Brandy who are often considered by us New Oxford denizens to be living in a remote place, live in downtown Manhattan compared to this place! Gettysburg area is a city complex compared to Ekalaka!
Pray with me for a couple of leaders who are really hurting themselves this week with... sin. I can see how God hates sin so much. It hurts people so bad for so long.
And pray for the leaders who have to help figure it all out and end up being blamed for not handling things well! It's amazing, but half-way repentant always seem to attack the people who want to help straighten out the hopeless messes created by that awful three letter word that God hates so much because it causes us to hurt so much.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
evening fellowship
Catalyst Team,
I have three pieces of news for you.
First, Vern Annis and I are starting a new EVENING fellowship for leaders who want to meet in the evening due to their occupations or schedules. Our first meeting is scheduled for Tuesday September 11, at Perkins restaurant in Hanover. Vern is considering starting a new church, so that will be the focus of our conversation if anyone wants to join us for it. This meeting would be perfect for anyone who is now working a secular job but feels calls to 5-fold, or full-time ministry at some point in the future. We hope to hold this one on the second Tuesday evening of each month.
Second, our next noon Catalyst meeting is scheduled for Thursday the 20'th. We often go for the third Thursday of the month, and just may settle there at this time.
I love you-all and am very excited about what God is doing right now!
That is the third piece of news I want to share with you. We feel like God is speaking about next year (2008) being a year of extreme fruitfulness and Kingdom expansion! I am very excited to get into it and watch God fight our battles and build up His church! Who knows, but that this may be the year that we take major strides into possessing the land, and taking America for God. I feel it in my soul.
Some of you have faced unbelievable demons recently. I believe this is because God is allowing you to be tested so that you can see what is in your heart. Many of you will come through as gold, tired in the fire, and more ready than ever to do the great work God has called you to do.
There are GREAT days ahead! Thanks for riding out the tough ones with me!
Gerry Stoltzfoos
717-398-9033
PS-if you are still in your fire, call me. I want to pray with you and help you win, even as many of you helped me win last year!
I have three pieces of news for you.
First, Vern Annis and I are starting a new EVENING fellowship for leaders who want to meet in the evening due to their occupations or schedules. Our first meeting is scheduled for Tuesday September 11, at Perkins restaurant in Hanover. Vern is considering starting a new church, so that will be the focus of our conversation if anyone wants to join us for it. This meeting would be perfect for anyone who is now working a secular job but feels calls to 5-fold, or full-time ministry at some point in the future. We hope to hold this one on the second Tuesday evening of each month.
Second, our next noon Catalyst meeting is scheduled for Thursday the 20'th. We often go for the third Thursday of the month, and just may settle there at this time.
I love you-all and am very excited about what God is doing right now!
That is the third piece of news I want to share with you. We feel like God is speaking about next year (2008) being a year of extreme fruitfulness and Kingdom expansion! I am very excited to get into it and watch God fight our battles and build up His church! Who knows, but that this may be the year that we take major strides into possessing the land, and taking America for God. I feel it in my soul.
Some of you have faced unbelievable demons recently. I believe this is because God is allowing you to be tested so that you can see what is in your heart. Many of you will come through as gold, tired in the fire, and more ready than ever to do the great work God has called you to do.
There are GREAT days ahead! Thanks for riding out the tough ones with me!
Gerry Stoltzfoos
717-398-9033
PS-if you are still in your fire, call me. I want to pray with you and help you win, even as many of you helped me win last year!
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Shawna's visa and attack on kids
Yesterday Shawna called the Swedish embassy in New York, and found out that her appeal was denied. She does not have a visa for Sweden. We are at a loss as to what to do next, feeling strongly that this thing is of God, but without a plan to get there.
Earlier this week, Elizabeth Monfort received a word from God about our kids being under attack. She was dead on, in my opinion. Quite a number of things have been stolen away, or are being stolen away, as Shawna's visa was.
Then there is also losses in a church planting project or two. A young Pastor's marriage is under attack.
But that devil is such a loser. And I'm going to enjoy watching him lose these battles, and the others.
Earlier this week, Elizabeth Monfort received a word from God about our kids being under attack. She was dead on, in my opinion. Quite a number of things have been stolen away, or are being stolen away, as Shawna's visa was.
Then there is also losses in a church planting project or two. A young Pastor's marriage is under attack.
But that devil is such a loser. And I'm going to enjoy watching him lose these battles, and the others.
Monday, August 20, 2007
got it... but how?
There must be a way to reach this culture, and to see America turned around in my lifetime. "Ask of me, and I will give you the nations", Psalm 2 says. I'm asking. So far, I want this nations, America. And I want Armenia.
There, I said it. I've been saying it, a lot, but mostly to God.
So far, my flimsy little plans are to plant 100 churches (at least, and for now) here in America, and another 100 in Armenia. And by plant, I mostly mean talk to God about it a lot, begging Him to let me have a little role in it.
Dan Johnson spoke over me that I am one of those people who is "up all night watching for the dawn, whose punishment is that I must see the dawn before most."
I'm not sure, but I think that MAY have been a good thing, about being a leader, or a vanguard type person.
I am eaten up about what America could be. Here in New Oxford, we spend about 25% of our budget on police protection. I wonder; if we increased percentages of people in church, (as a measure of rising spirituality) could that mean that we would see less crime and reduce our outlay of police protection cash? What would we do with $50,000 more dollars to spend a year on town improvements rather than protections?
What would be if a revival hit this nation again? If locksmiths were out of work, and prisons mostly empty? How about if most people paid their bills, and relatively few divorces occur?
So I pray about planting churches, and reaching people, and seeing the ancillary results that come from it.
Thanks for praying with me about it...
There, I said it. I've been saying it, a lot, but mostly to God.
So far, my flimsy little plans are to plant 100 churches (at least, and for now) here in America, and another 100 in Armenia. And by plant, I mostly mean talk to God about it a lot, begging Him to let me have a little role in it.
Dan Johnson spoke over me that I am one of those people who is "up all night watching for the dawn, whose punishment is that I must see the dawn before most."
I'm not sure, but I think that MAY have been a good thing, about being a leader, or a vanguard type person.
I am eaten up about what America could be. Here in New Oxford, we spend about 25% of our budget on police protection. I wonder; if we increased percentages of people in church, (as a measure of rising spirituality) could that mean that we would see less crime and reduce our outlay of police protection cash? What would we do with $50,000 more dollars to spend a year on town improvements rather than protections?
What would be if a revival hit this nation again? If locksmiths were out of work, and prisons mostly empty? How about if most people paid their bills, and relatively few divorces occur?
So I pray about planting churches, and reaching people, and seeing the ancillary results that come from it.
Thanks for praying with me about it...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Re: pics online
Gerry Stoltzfoos wrote:
> It seems this trip affected me in a really big way!
>
>
>
>
>
> Gerry Stoltzfoos wrote:
>> Armenia Team,
>> The pics that you-all gave me should be online for you now, at:
>> http://picasaweb.google.com/gerrystoltzfoospics. Feel free to give
>> the address out to anyone who wants to see them. This will also allow
>> you to share each other's pics.
>>
>> Gerry
>>
>> PS: Thanks for being the best team yet! Good attitudes, hard workers,
>> flexible and fun. You guys were awesome! 22 baptisms, more than a
>> doxen Holy Spirit baptisms, and lots of commitments to being the
>> called of the Lord. Good stuff!
>>
>
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Re: pics online
It seems this trip affected me in a really big way!
Gerry Stoltzfoos wrote:
> Armenia Team,
> The pics that you-all gave me should be online for you now, at:
> http://picasaweb.google.com/gerrystoltzfoospics. Feel free to give the
> address out to anyone who wants to see them. This will also allow you
> to share each other's pics.
>
> Gerry
>
> PS: Thanks for being the best team yet! Good attitudes, hard workers,
> flexible and fun. You guys were awesome! 22 baptisms, more than a
> doxen Holy Spirit baptisms, and lots of commitments to being the
> called of the Lord. Good stuff!
>
Thursday, August 16, 2007
pics online
Armenia Team,
The pics that you-all gave me should be online for you now, at:
The pics that you-all gave me should be online for you now, at:
http://picasaweb.google.com/gerrystoltzfoospics. Feel free to give the
address out to anyone who wants to see them. This will also allow you to
share each other's pics.
Gerry
PS: Thanks for being the best team yet! Good attitudes, hard workers,
flexible and fun. You guys were awesome! 22 baptisms, more than a doxen
Holy Spirit baptisms, and lots of commitments to being the called of the
Lord. Good stuff!
Friday, August 10, 2007
General Council
To those who were interested,
Our next General Superintendent of the Assemblies of God is.... to be announced tomorrow. After 3 votes, George Wood was the runaway best vote getter, followed by Alton Garrison. It would be very surprising if he did not get it as of the vote we did just prior to closing today. This afternoon I had to leave the assembly hall for awhile to deal with urgent phone calls, but when I came back there was a big discussion going on about whether the next GS had to be full time. Someone put forth a resolution suggesting that he did not have to leave his Pastorate, and after discussion is was defeated by what I would guess would have been a 2/3 majority.
So that idea will take some more time to get accepted. But even having discussion about it is a HUGE step forward, which even impatient people like me have to admit. And 1/3 of the people being for it was amazing, given that it is a new idea to most, I guess.
After that decision was made, John Lindell, Pastor of James River Assembly there in Springfield, asked people not to vote for him because he would be unwilling to leave his Pastorate. He was the third highest vote-getter.
My good friend Ron Johnson did not get very many votes, to our great surprise. He would be a terrific leader I think.
The Relational Districts resolution was not considered today. There were something like 14 more resolutions added and passed out today, so the Constitutional resolutions went first. Whatever all that means exactly, I don't know, but I hope to impress you-all with phrases like "Constitutional resolutions". And I'm not betting that you are still reading this as of this point.
All I know is that they tried to squeeze about 8000 people into a space for about 5000, which left about 3000 grumpy people, and 5000 people squeezed together so tight it was mind numbing. However, even the mind was not as numb as other regions after sitting through 4 hours of parliamentary procedure.
Oh, and we are using electronic gadgets to vote. Very cool, with results of 7000 votes in about 10 minutes.
There you go...!
Gerry
Our next General Superintendent of the Assemblies of God is.... to be announced tomorrow. After 3 votes, George Wood was the runaway best vote getter, followed by Alton Garrison. It would be very surprising if he did not get it as of the vote we did just prior to closing today. This afternoon I had to leave the assembly hall for awhile to deal with urgent phone calls, but when I came back there was a big discussion going on about whether the next GS had to be full time. Someone put forth a resolution suggesting that he did not have to leave his Pastorate, and after discussion is was defeated by what I would guess would have been a 2/3 majority.
So that idea will take some more time to get accepted. But even having discussion about it is a HUGE step forward, which even impatient people like me have to admit. And 1/3 of the people being for it was amazing, given that it is a new idea to most, I guess.
After that decision was made, John Lindell, Pastor of James River Assembly there in Springfield, asked people not to vote for him because he would be unwilling to leave his Pastorate. He was the third highest vote-getter.
My good friend Ron Johnson did not get very many votes, to our great surprise. He would be a terrific leader I think.
The Relational Districts resolution was not considered today. There were something like 14 more resolutions added and passed out today, so the Constitutional resolutions went first. Whatever all that means exactly, I don't know, but I hope to impress you-all with phrases like "Constitutional resolutions". And I'm not betting that you are still reading this as of this point.
All I know is that they tried to squeeze about 8000 people into a space for about 5000, which left about 3000 grumpy people, and 5000 people squeezed together so tight it was mind numbing. However, even the mind was not as numb as other regions after sitting through 4 hours of parliamentary procedure.
Oh, and we are using electronic gadgets to vote. Very cool, with results of 7000 votes in about 10 minutes.
There you go...!
Gerry
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
travel... and stuff I love
So here I am in Indianapolis for the General Council of the Assemblies of God. I came because I feel like I should do my part, and because I continue to hold on to the fantasy that God will use this fellowship mightily in the future as He has in the past.
They told us today that in the past couple of decades, we have almost doubled in numbers around the world- to a total of something like 59 million AG people. As bast as we can tell, that means millions more people that will be in Heaven with us for eternity. That's good.
But here in the US. I guess our numbers have not grown much in the past 10 years.
That's what I dream of, and ache for. I ache to reach this culture and see America come to Christ in record numbers. I don't care much who gets it done (AG or otherwise), just that it does get done.
This is great stuff!
So yesterday I left my house about 8am, and drove until about 8pm. Mapquest told me it should be an 8 hour drive, but I did it in 12, mostly because I like meandering through those Pennsylvania hills and enjoying every mountain curve. So the first 200 took a while, and the last two hundred needed me to pull over to answer calls a lot. Not that every reason to get off that seat wasn't welcome after all those hours.
But I'm still looking forward to the ride to Montana later this month.
Upon arriving here, I got some awesome news from Lorrie back in the office. She told me that the things I care about so much- salvations, baptisms, and Holy Spirit baptisms, that we are already seeing more of them this year (in the first 8 months) than we did all last year! I am SO happy about this stuff! Hopefully this means that God is at work among us in an even bigger way than ever before!
They told us today that in the past couple of decades, we have almost doubled in numbers around the world- to a total of something like 59 million AG people. As bast as we can tell, that means millions more people that will be in Heaven with us for eternity. That's good.
But here in the US. I guess our numbers have not grown much in the past 10 years.
That's what I dream of, and ache for. I ache to reach this culture and see America come to Christ in record numbers. I don't care much who gets it done (AG or otherwise), just that it does get done.
This is great stuff!
So yesterday I left my house about 8am, and drove until about 8pm. Mapquest told me it should be an 8 hour drive, but I did it in 12, mostly because I like meandering through those Pennsylvania hills and enjoying every mountain curve. So the first 200 took a while, and the last two hundred needed me to pull over to answer calls a lot. Not that every reason to get off that seat wasn't welcome after all those hours.
But I'm still looking forward to the ride to Montana later this month.
Upon arriving here, I got some awesome news from Lorrie back in the office. She told me that the things I care about so much- salvations, baptisms, and Holy Spirit baptisms, that we are already seeing more of them this year (in the first 8 months) than we did all last year! I am SO happy about this stuff! Hopefully this means that God is at work among us in an even bigger way than ever before!
Friday, August 03, 2007
my friend rich fogle
Today I rode to Bedford and had lunch with my pastor-friend Rich Fogle. I was so impressed with what he is doing- revitalizing a church! Former Pastors failed the community and themselves, and left a broken, hurting church, But God.
God sent a man named Rich and his wife Ashley and their five kids, because He plans to reign over Bedford and make it a blessed place! I am honored to know people like the Fogle's.
And tonight we had a going away party for Shawna, my 18 year old, who is leaving next week for a 9 month Missions school in Sweden. My heart is pretty jumbled about this thing; happy and proud of my daughter, but wondering if I will still like life without the daily joy, humor, laughter, art, and class that she brings into my life.
And next week I head to General Council in Indianapolis, then to Armenia for a ministry tour there. Luke is going, and 8 others as well. It's going to be great!
God sent a man named Rich and his wife Ashley and their five kids, because He plans to reign over Bedford and make it a blessed place! I am honored to know people like the Fogle's.
And tonight we had a going away party for Shawna, my 18 year old, who is leaving next week for a 9 month Missions school in Sweden. My heart is pretty jumbled about this thing; happy and proud of my daughter, but wondering if I will still like life without the daily joy, humor, laughter, art, and class that she brings into my life.
And next week I head to General Council in Indianapolis, then to Armenia for a ministry tour there. Luke is going, and 8 others as well. It's going to be great!
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
leadership change for the AG
Of huge concern in my prayers these days, has to do with the recent resignation of our national executive. In August we will vote on a new leader. Our system so desperately needs change and I am hopeful that we just may be humble enough to receive it now.
I believe we need to transition to a leaner, more eager system, where our national leaders do not get promoted out of the local church into some kind of national office. Therefore, I am asking God for a miracle where we find a way to do just that- promote a Senior Pastor to the job, without asking him to leave his local church!
Please pray with me that we find real vitality here and around the world.
Gerry
I believe we need to transition to a leaner, more eager system, where our national leaders do not get promoted out of the local church into some kind of national office. Therefore, I am asking God for a miracle where we find a way to do just that- promote a Senior Pastor to the job, without asking him to leave his local church!
Please pray with me that we find real vitality here and around the world.
Gerry
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
exciting ideas
Vision day produced some exciting ideas yesterday. Maybe an additional service on Sunday morning. Help for kids in the nursury. A possible addition to our sanctuary... one day, if we cannot find more ways to get people into more services.
We need 3 more guys in the Freedom House. We need more believers to own businesses and create jobs for people. We need to find more ways to get people to exciting life change.
We need 3 more guys in the Freedom House. We need more believers to own businesses and create jobs for people. We need to find more ways to get people to exciting life change.
Monday, July 02, 2007
still seeking
So many things are being blessed of God that it seems wrong to mention the ones that are not. Yet we still need some things to work out so that great Kingdom good can result:
1. More residents for the Freedom House
2. Resolution for leadership issues and tensions there
3. New sites/churches to emerge
4. New leaders to be raised up
5. A children's pastor/family pastor
A great summer is shaping up, with much fruit. I am very excited about the open Heaven God is giving us!
1. More residents for the Freedom House
2. Resolution for leadership issues and tensions there
3. New sites/churches to emerge
4. New leaders to be raised up
5. A children's pastor/family pastor
A great summer is shaping up, with much fruit. I am very excited about the open Heaven God is giving us!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
leadership issues
We are on the cusp of some great new Kingdom expansion items again. In the past week, a new site that has potential to reach a lot of people became available, like a gift out of heaven! Justin and Suzi Mazlanka from Pittsburgh City Outreach, feel like they have received a call from God to come to Hanover and start a church as well as help with our Freedom House!
God has really set us up here with a great position to start something exciting and new, a somewhat different from our usual fare. The usual part it that it is risky, and out there on the edge, but it feels like a God thing! Please pray for wisdom as I travel to Pittsburgh today to work through it a bit more.
On a personal note, I am asking God for personal financial blessing again to be able to give far more and continue to live a generous life. God is good to me, but He told me to ask!
I am also asking for my daughter Shawna's oral surgery to be healed up (she in recovery pain today) from the wisdom tooth extraction that occurred Monday, and for Evan's basketball skills to be blessed. For Luke to get a good Summer job, and Candace and Aaron to heal from some personal wounding due to efforts to make a difference in a friend's life.
God has really set us up here with a great position to start something exciting and new, a somewhat different from our usual fare. The usual part it that it is risky, and out there on the edge, but it feels like a God thing! Please pray for wisdom as I travel to Pittsburgh today to work through it a bit more.
On a personal note, I am asking God for personal financial blessing again to be able to give far more and continue to live a generous life. God is good to me, but He told me to ask!
I am also asking for my daughter Shawna's oral surgery to be healed up (she in recovery pain today) from the wisdom tooth extraction that occurred Monday, and for Evan's basketball skills to be blessed. For Luke to get a good Summer job, and Candace and Aaron to heal from some personal wounding due to efforts to make a difference in a friend's life.
Friday, June 08, 2007
wedding pics
Here's some pics of Candace and Aaron's wedding if you care to see them!
http://picasaweb.google.com/gerrystoltzfoospics/20070512CandaceAaron
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
great choices to make
Today I feel so in need of grace to decide what I should do next. I have so many great options, so many important things to do, that I often feel very frozen in figuring out which ones should be done NOW.
I'm sure I'm not alone in that. You probably struggle with it too.
And I'm glad that I do have this struggle. It's a good challenge to have. I like being busy and feeling productive.
But if you should choose to spend your valuable time praying for me, I would appreciate prayer for guidance that I would do the most important things, and let the rest go.
Other needs: a van/car for Freedom House, clients for Freedom House, a Children's Pastor for Freedom Valley, and souls- many new disciples being made for the glory of God.
I'm sure I'm not alone in that. You probably struggle with it too.
And I'm glad that I do have this struggle. It's a good challenge to have. I like being busy and feeling productive.
But if you should choose to spend your valuable time praying for me, I would appreciate prayer for guidance that I would do the most important things, and let the rest go.
Other needs: a van/car for Freedom House, clients for Freedom House, a Children's Pastor for Freedom Valley, and souls- many new disciples being made for the glory of God.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Freedom House, discipleship, book
Some current prayer items;
I seem to be getting a lot of response to this sermon series.
Stuff about people starting on a road to healing. I'm praying that
they find it, and never hurt like this again.
I need time to think through and hear the Holy Spirit on a couple
of pressing challenges. Over the next three days I am taking a
short trip to pray through on these items. God help me hear!
Freedom House is on schedule to open this weekend! Leadership
is coming into place, funds are coming in, and lots of household
items have been collected. Now we need clients, work for them
to do, andlife change to happen.
I want to re-write our school of the Word curriculum to make
it more about open Bible study. I need God's help with that.
Thanks everybody for your prayers!
Friday, April 27, 2007
Freedom House challenges and tranforming leaders
We asked God for $5000 for Freedom House by May 1. We have about $1300.
I am holding on by faith. Meanwhile, our plan for leadership of that
house needs adjustment. In fact we need a new leader for at least the
first 6 months. Everything rises and falls on leadership.
I am holding on by faith. Meanwhile, our plan for leadership of that
house needs adjustment. In fact we need a new leader for at least the
first 6 months. Everything rises and falls on leadership.
Also, I just became aware of how certain risks I took on the character
of key leaders exploded in my face recently. Which is to say they fell
again. Ouch. I cannot even explain why that hurts, but it does.
Leadership takes courage, and tonight I need an extra dose of it.
Gerry
Thursday, April 19, 2007
check out the Hanover paper today... and pray, will you, please?
Team,
The Hanover Evening Sun today has a great article on our upcoming
"Holy Spirit" night today. Go to:
The Hanover Evening Sun today has a great article on our upcoming
"Holy Spirit" night today. Go to:
http://www.eveningsun.com/localnews/ci_5703200 (paste this into your
browser) to see it. God is really doing something with this. I would
also encourage you to send this on to your friends so that they can come
or bring whomever they wish to our one-night event next week. Already we
seem to be getting quite a few calls about it, and a lot of interest,
partly because of the Nightline thing.
Reminder: Next Wednesday April 25 we are doing a one night teaching
on the Holy Spirit and speaking in tongues. It starts at 7pm. We will
show the Nighline thing again, after which I will teach line upon line
what the Bible teaches about the Holy Spirit. We will close the service,
after which persons who wish to receive it for themselves will be
welcomed to stay and receive.
Because of the numbers of people expressing interest about this, we
will be joining UnCut in the Sanctuary (Pastor Jay graciously invited us
in) so that they too can appreciate and enjoy this teaching.
I need you to pray! Would you fast with me at least one day between
now and next Wednesday? As you know a Holy Spirit filled person is a
powerful thing. I wonder what 20 or 30 newly filled people would be like
around here! If after next Wednesday we have several dozen newly filled
people who are reaching their friends, caring about the pain of the
people around them, and generally acting like Jesus, we will have a
powerful new move of God among us.
Gerry
Saturday, March 24, 2007
this weekend
It's easy to elevate ourselves, and see ourselves better than other people. But this weeknd we are looking at God's call to us to actually see others better than ourselves!
Please pray with me that lights will go on and people will grow in understanding of how to relate to others well.
Please especailly pray with me for saturday night service at 6, which has been tough going lately. Ask God to bind the spirits of darkness, and to help us walk powerfully in the Holy SPirit!
Gerry
Please pray with me that lights will go on and people will grow in understanding of how to relate to others well.
Please especailly pray with me for saturday night service at 6, which has been tough going lately. Ask God to bind the spirits of darkness, and to help us walk powerfully in the Holy SPirit!
Gerry
Friday, March 23, 2007
Nightline finally ran
So last night, Nightline finally did run the segment on Tongues, featuring Freedom Valley and me. If you missed it and want to see it, go on over to www.freedomvalley.org, click on sermons, and you'll see the link to watch it (high speed connections only). OR, you can get a copy in Third Place coffeeshop, OR you can come to church this weekend!
Thanks for caring about it. I think it turned out really Jesus-honoring.
Gerry
Thanks for caring about it. I think it turned out really Jesus-honoring.
Gerry
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Nightline... now Thursday
Sorry everybody… we’ve been bumped again… this time to Thursday I guess. -Gerry
Nightline thing tonight!
So I can only guess you are tired of hearing it by now, but here is one more update on the Nightline thing: I just got word from the producer Roxanna Sherwood, and she told me that as far as she knows, our piece is running tonight. She also gave me a web-link, saying that the web version is now up, which is always a good sign of intent. Now if we can only get The President of the United States, and other newsmakers to be quiet today, maybe it will finally run tonight!
Here’s the link: http://abcnews.go.com/Nightline/story?id=2935819&page=1. I loved it!
Gerry Stoltzfoos
Senior Pastor
Freedom Valley Worship Center
3185 York Road Gettysburg, PA. 17325
Ph: 717-624-3411 Fax: 717-624-1562 Cell:717-398-9033
Webcast at www.freedomvalley.org
PS: Once again, send this out to people for me, will you? If anyone has been asking about it, let them know please.
Monday, March 19, 2007
a pastor friend, a family in grief, and various attacks
I have a dear Pastor friend who is truggling with a serious attack on his character, where temptations threaten his sanity and soul.
Also heavy on my heart is Pastor Craig and Cindy Lauterbach whose daughter Laura was killed in a car crash Friday. I can only imagine what they are going through today and my heart aches for them.
Also, it seems like as a church we are under a lot of spiritual attacks right now. I covet your prayers for all of that.
Thank you everybody! Please let me know if you are praying with me.
Gerry
Also heavy on my heart is Pastor Craig and Cindy Lauterbach whose daughter Laura was killed in a car crash Friday. I can only imagine what they are going through today and my heart aches for them.
Also, it seems like as a church we are under a lot of spiritual attacks right now. I covet your prayers for all of that.
Thank you everybody! Please let me know if you are praying with me.
Gerry
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Julie's birthday
Friends,
Tomorrow, March 16 is my wife Julie's birthday!
Would you help me organize a prayer shower for her? That is, would you mind offering a pray to the father for her blessings on her birthday?
Thank you,
Gerry
Tomorrow, March 16 is my wife Julie's birthday!
Would you help me organize a prayer shower for her? That is, would you mind offering a pray to the father for her blessings on her birthday?
Thank you,
Gerry
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
NIGHTLINE UPDATE
Well folks, I just got word from ABC Nightline that our show will NOT be on tonight.
They are now saying Next Tuesday (3/20) is the day.
Gerry
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Nightline
Hey team,
I just got yet another call from ABCNEWS Nightline, to say that our tongues segment has been out off yet again- to perhaps next Wednesday the 14’th!
I’m sorry about that, but there is nothing any of us can do but pray. Who knows but that God is somehow using this for our good.
On the good side, the producer told me that she thinks we will be pretty happy with the segment. She said our kind and helpful hearts can through strongly, and that the segment will help a lot of people with some of their misunderstandings about tongues.
Could you help me by sending this on to a few people? I keep meeting people who stayed up late to watch it last night, who did not get my emails about it being moved the first time. It would be cool if more of them heard about it and were not inconvenienced. So send this to some people for me, okay?
Thanks,
Senior Pastor
Ph: 717-624-3411 Fax: 717-624-1562 Cell:717-398-9033
Webcast at www.freedomvalley.org
PS: In case you didn’t see it yet, the little 15 second clip can still be viewed here at the
The piece is designed to prove the validity of the claim that the words formed by tongues is not exactly being generated in the brain of the speaker, because the language center of the brain goes mostly dark while tongues are being used. You can read the research paper here: http://www.upenn.edu/researchatpenn/article.php?1129&hlt.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
so many blessings
Father, you have been so good to me again.
Thank you for that exciting staff meeting this morning, and all those exciting reports. Attendance highs, more help for snow removal, excited new people, 8 baptisms, new partners, great leaders being promoted, new plans for ministries. And more; great new sermon series ideas that could bring real help to a lot of people.
Thanks for letting me ride with you again.
Thank you for that exciting staff meeting this morning, and all those exciting reports. Attendance highs, more help for snow removal, excited new people, 8 baptisms, new partners, great leaders being promoted, new plans for ministries. And more; great new sermon series ideas that could bring real help to a lot of people.
Thanks for letting me ride with you again.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
a fruitful weekend
Father,
This weekend has a lot of possibilities to see people get truly free in their finances. Help us communicate your heart well, and "give us souls for our labors".
Specifically, I am asking you that at least 10 people receive salvation, and 30 renew their commitment to you. And please release another 100 people in their finances.
I am asking you for 5 new families this weekend. I ask that each of them connect deeply with you in our services, and also connect deeply with other people.
I also ask you to provide more than enough money for each person who took a red envelope and is believing you for money to give to missions. Please bless them with the ability to give and the opportunity to reap a harvest that allows them to give again.
Help us honor you by ministering well to our children this weekend, and causing them to grow in faith. Let each home be motivated deeply in their giving.
I love you for letting me serve you.
Amen
This weekend has a lot of possibilities to see people get truly free in their finances. Help us communicate your heart well, and "give us souls for our labors".
Specifically, I am asking you that at least 10 people receive salvation, and 30 renew their commitment to you. And please release another 100 people in their finances.
I am asking you for 5 new families this weekend. I ask that each of them connect deeply with you in our services, and also connect deeply with other people.
I also ask you to provide more than enough money for each person who took a red envelope and is believing you for money to give to missions. Please bless them with the ability to give and the opportunity to reap a harvest that allows them to give again.
Help us honor you by ministering well to our children this weekend, and causing them to grow in faith. Let each home be motivated deeply in their giving.
I love you for letting me serve you.
Amen
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
in the grace
Wow, what a weekend we had. Last weekend we had several salvations, many new guests, generous people, all the Red Missions envelopes were picked up), and a huge blessing for me personally!
I am in awe of a huge and powerful God who loves to bless me and make me a blessing. He is opening the windwos of Heaven upon us and I am thrilled to receive and give it away as He does.
Father, I thank you for your overwhelming blessings and grace upon me and upon us. You are good and kind and so wonderful to me. Help me be a good steward of these things and more honoring to you in the future than I've ever been in the past.
I am in awe of a huge and powerful God who loves to bless me and make me a blessing. He is opening the windwos of Heaven upon us and I am thrilled to receive and give it away as He does.
Father, I thank you for your overwhelming blessings and grace upon me and upon us. You are good and kind and so wonderful to me. Help me be a good steward of these things and more honoring to you in the future than I've ever been in the past.
Friday, February 02, 2007
a harvest of souls
Father,
Thank you for the prospect of a new ministry to help addicts get free. I am so excited about what that could mean for this community. Please help us find the right leader for that. I pray that you would call a sharp, administrative leader head up that project.
I am also asking you for an outpouring of salvations and baptisms in the Holy Spirit this weekend. I pray that you would send many new guests into our services, and connect them to the body of Christ through Freedom Valley. I pray that you would count us faithful with a growing family of more than 1500 a week. I am also asking you for $20,000 in tithes and offerings a week so that we can do great exploits in your name. AND I am asking for at least a $50,000 reduction in our debt this year.
Help us win lost people to you with greater measure than ever. Send men and women who are poor, and those who are wealthy. Send us those who are hurting, and those who are healthy. Help us be good stewards of all the precious talent and opportunities that you send us.
In Jesus name,
Amen!
Thank you for the prospect of a new ministry to help addicts get free. I am so excited about what that could mean for this community. Please help us find the right leader for that. I pray that you would call a sharp, administrative leader head up that project.
I am also asking you for an outpouring of salvations and baptisms in the Holy Spirit this weekend. I pray that you would send many new guests into our services, and connect them to the body of Christ through Freedom Valley. I pray that you would count us faithful with a growing family of more than 1500 a week. I am also asking you for $20,000 in tithes and offerings a week so that we can do great exploits in your name. AND I am asking for at least a $50,000 reduction in our debt this year.
Help us win lost people to you with greater measure than ever. Send men and women who are poor, and those who are wealthy. Send us those who are hurting, and those who are healthy. Help us be good stewards of all the precious talent and opportunities that you send us.
In Jesus name,
Amen!
Thursday, January 25, 2007
praise and prayer for repentances
Father,
Thank you for so graciously answering my prayers for a turn around in our finances. I love you so much for that. I continue to ask you for $12000 a week in tithes, so that we can accomplish all that you have shown us to do. Let there be abundance in your house, and help me to graciously and effectively teach your people how to live in the abundance you paid for. Teach us to manage it well, so that you can trust us with far greater things.
This weekend, prepare the way for the outpouring of repentance that you are showing me. Help me participate with you in tearing down our strongholds of lustful and greedy ways, and the shameful behaviors that come from those sins.
And Tuesday with Ron Johnson coming; draw Pastors, church leaders, and family's to those services so that you can show us the House of God operating at higher levels than we have ever experienced.
Thanks for allowing me to sow seed into your Kingdom. I ask you boldly for a harvest so that I can sow again, and again, and can test you in these things according to Malachi 3. I love you for all that you give me and do for me. You are extravagantly good to me.
Bless also my prayer team who labors with me before your throne. Bless them abundantly for their selflessness and kindness.
Gerry
Thank you for so graciously answering my prayers for a turn around in our finances. I love you so much for that. I continue to ask you for $12000 a week in tithes, so that we can accomplish all that you have shown us to do. Let there be abundance in your house, and help me to graciously and effectively teach your people how to live in the abundance you paid for. Teach us to manage it well, so that you can trust us with far greater things.
This weekend, prepare the way for the outpouring of repentance that you are showing me. Help me participate with you in tearing down our strongholds of lustful and greedy ways, and the shameful behaviors that come from those sins.
And Tuesday with Ron Johnson coming; draw Pastors, church leaders, and family's to those services so that you can show us the House of God operating at higher levels than we have ever experienced.
Thanks for allowing me to sow seed into your Kingdom. I ask you boldly for a harvest so that I can sow again, and again, and can test you in these things according to Malachi 3. I love you for all that you give me and do for me. You are extravagantly good to me.
Bless also my prayer team who labors with me before your throne. Bless them abundantly for their selflessness and kindness.
Gerry
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
finances and Master's Commission director
I am asking God for a breakthrough in our budget. We need $12,000 a week in undeisgnated giving.
We also need a Master's Commission director.
Please pray with me about these things.
Gerry
We also need a Master's Commission director.
Please pray with me about these things.
Gerry
Monday, January 08, 2007
Vision Day
Friends,
Tomorrow the leadership team of Freedom Valley will spend the day seeking God's heart about specific Vision for 2007. Please, please, please pray for us. I feel like we are once again on the cusp of the greates tyear ever, and really want to hear from God on it.
Specifically, pray that we would find out what God is wanting to do in our area, and do it with Him. We want to be right where He is looking for us to be and i the center of what matters deeply to Him.
Pray that we put personal agenda's aside and seek the greater good. pray that we once again come out of one of these full of excitement and fire for the year. Pray that we found faithful in all that he has called us to do.
Tomorrow the leadership team of Freedom Valley will spend the day seeking God's heart about specific Vision for 2007. Please, please, please pray for us. I feel like we are once again on the cusp of the greates tyear ever, and really want to hear from God on it.
Specifically, pray that we would find out what God is wanting to do in our area, and do it with Him. We want to be right where He is looking for us to be and i the center of what matters deeply to Him.
Pray that we put personal agenda's aside and seek the greater good. pray that we once again come out of one of these full of excitement and fire for the year. Pray that we found faithful in all that he has called us to do.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Friend's Day prayer list
Here's the list of people I am praying for, so that they could influence their precious friend's in their faith this week. Please join me in calling out their names to their Heavenly Father, and asking Him for their souls!
| Given By | Name |
| LaTonya Pritchett | Vivien Hoffmaster |
| Keith & Wendy Kadish | Jake Flickinger |
| Keith & Wendy Kadish | Chuck & Karen Flickinger |
| Wendy Raber | Bonnie |
| Deb Grace | Patrick |
| Danielle Grace | Patrick Grace |
| Tyler Grace | Patrick Grace |
| Patty Markle | Mandy Markle |
| Brittni Blank |
|
| Darlene Stonesifer | Mike |
| Marvin Stanley | Someone |
| Wendy Andrew | Matt |
| Joyce Weaver | Rachel Flood |
| Margaret Shanoltz | Karen & Ina |
| Molly Janczyk |
|
| Christ & George Forney | Susan C. |
| Sheila Frock | Angie Shultz, Ann Kane |
| Robin Deitch | Ayers Family |
| Terri Close | Kathy Toner |
| Mike & Marissa Bankert | Jess & Shane Ditcler |
| Gail Bixler | Jacque Jo Beau |
| Dana Alexander | Brandi & Walt Smith |
| Matt Alexander | Casey & Henry Dell |
| Angelina Bognanni | Mark Litzau, Sharon Bognanni |
| Cindy Banker | Todd Bankert |
| Mark Coscia | Wes Barbanis |
| James & Karen Conley | Dennis |
| Edward Funk | Nicolas Gorman |
| Robin Faught | Anna Cox |
| Ann Kane | Ken Moritz |
| Roger Oswald | Tim L. |
| Sharon & Clayton Renoll | Craig Renoll |
| Doug Reed | Terry Stultz Family |
| Linda Reinheimer | Dave & Paul |
| Ken & Marcia Strickhouser | Jeff Bair |
| My Family | Bud |
| Dennis & Ruth Wilson | Bobbi Loy |
| Devin O'Neill | Brad Beegle, Drew Payne |
| Peggy Blizzard | Dana Taskor |
| Christina Neiderer | Erika Sheeley |
| Megan Gross | Melissa, Steph Conley, Kristen Fulk |
| Megan Gross | Jen Pitzer, Tony Hemler |
| Jen Byers | Mike |
| Bobbi Jo | My mom |
| Debbie Brownawell | My husband and boys |
| Amber Smoker | Stephen Green |
| Stephen Green | Amber Smoker |
| Kevin Messinger | Rick & Catherine |
| Valerie Reinberg | Amber DeShong |
| Lori Messinger | Tanya & Mike |
| Rich Reinberg | Glenda & Carrie Kelly |
| Ellen & Jeremy Dreja | Ron |
| Michelle Trish | Jackie |
| Karen Bowling | Harry – my brother |
| Kim Riley | Dora & Louise |
| Suzanne Sullivan, Helena Seigman | Tylor & Jeff D'Williams |
| Alicia Glass, Tabitha & Ivy McGlaughlin | Bob |
| Lisa Duff | Ron |
| Anna Ruppert | Earl Ruppert |
| Julie Lawson | Linda, Monica |
| Elizabeth Monfort | Amy & Travis |
| Matt Ruppert | Stacy Forbes |
| Amy Fischer | Sue & Mike S. Natasha & Tishina |
| Lisa Armstrong | My parents |
| Keturah Lewis | Joan Hodges |
| Vanessa Gouker | Jill Huffman, Bill & Lauren |
| Pet Cooper | Jen & Wini Scott |
| Heidi McWilliams | My Brother |
| Connie Kasulen | Someone/Anyone |
| Stephen Simoes | Ruth, my mother |
| Tonya Redding | Jenny & Family |
| Keith & Wendy Kadish | Tim |
| Roger Meyers | Mother, Nancy, Jol |
| Nichole Brownawell | My dad, Gregg & brothers, Jason & Josh |
| Tom & Lana Orr | A Guest |
| Doyle Gross | Daniel Gross |
| Donna Moore |
|
| Jay Weisensale | Wayne Wagner |
| Willi Blank | Roxanne & Carlos |
| Mary Ann Clapsaddle | Dave Herrick |
| Ken & Marcia Strickhouser | Jeff Bair |
| My Family | Bud |
| Dennis & Ruth Wilson | Bobbi Loy |
| Devin O'Neill | Brad Beegle, Drew Payne |
| Peggy Blizzard | Dana Taskor |
| Christina Neiderer | Erika Sheeley |
| Megan Gross | Melissa, Steph Conley, Kristen Fulk |
| Megan Gross | Jen Pitzer, Tony Hemler |
| Jen Byers | Mike |
| Bobbi Jo | My mom |
| Debbie Brownawell | My husband and boys |
| Amber Smoker | Stephen Green |
| Stephen Green | Amber Smoker |
| Kevin Messinger | Rick & Catherine |
| Valerie Reinberg | Amber DeShong |
| Lori Messinger | Tanya & Mike |
| Rich Reinberg | Glenda & Carrie Kelly |
| Ellen & Jeremy Dreja | Ron |
| Michelle Trish | Jackie |
| Karen Bowling | Harry – my brother |
| Kim Riley | Dora & Louise |
| Suzanne Sullivan, Helena Seigman | Tylor & Jeff D'Williams |
| Alicia Glass, Tabitha & Ivy McGlaughlin | Bob |
| Lisa Duff | Ron |
| Anna Ruppert | Earl Ruppert |
| Julie Lawson | Linda, Monica |
| Elizabeth Monfort | Amy & Travis |
| Matt Ruppert | Stacy Forbes |
| Amy Fischer | Sue & Mike S. Natasha & Tishina |
| Lisa Armstrong | My parents |
| Keturah Lewis | Joan Hodges |
| Vanessa Gouker | Jill Huffman, Bill & Lauren |
| Pet Cooper | Jen & Wini Scott |
| Heidi McWilliams | My Brother |
| Connie Kasulen | Someone/Anyone |
| Stephen Simoes | Ruth, my mother |
| Tonya Redding | Jenny & Family |
| Keith & Wendy Kadish | Tim |
| Roger Meyers | Mother, Nancy, Jol |
| Nichole Brownawell | My dad, Gregg & brothers, Jason & Josh |
| Tom & Lana Orr | A Guest |
| Doyle Gross | Daniel Gross |
| Donna Moore |
|
| Jay Weisensale | Wayne Wagner |
| Willi Blank | Roxanne & Carlos |
| Mary Ann Clapsaddle | Dave Herrick |
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